ANTTI LUODE
I began making music in 2000. Since then my free instrumentals under brand "Anttis Instrumentals" have found their way to movies games youtube videos etc.
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You can download 2000 + free instrumentals from google drive by pressing THIS LINK
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Or from Internet Archive pressing THIS
The files are released under Creative Commons 3.0 BY
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THE LONG AND WINDING ROAD
I began making music in 2000, releasing my pieces on soundclick. I removed the site and my blog around 2022 when Russia attacked Ukraine and my epilepsy got worse.
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Basically, I probably make music because I have had cavernoma in my right frontal lobe, which made me volatile from birth. Music was a way to cope with emotions.
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It really did not affect me much else until in 2011 when it bled to my brain and started a really tough decade. I began getting daily seizures in 2012 and making music was a way of coping with the disease.
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I did make the pieces a lot of time super fast - trying to stress as little as possible, so a lot of the pieces are not that great. Stress did and still does, give me seizures. But not all of them were bad.
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I also had been contacted by Kyle Le who wanted to use my music on his Vlog. After that I offered my music for free in reddit under creative commons 3.0 BY license. I used to use reddit handle Mrloop but as I said, I removed all my social media presence in February 2022. Perhaps I had a emotional breakdown and end seemed nigh.
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I still make music sometimes, but I do not know what future holds. Although I notice my music just ended up in another movie on Imdb since it is widely available "out there" on other websites, Youtube channels and even torrent.
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The cavernoma was removed in a brain surgery in 2021, although there was a complication (subdural hematoma) and I had to have a second surgery. So basically now, I have a chicken egg size hole in my frontal lobe and I do not know what future holds. But I guess it will be the way it will be.